Tuesday, 24 July 2007

• Updating is like slowly roasting my skinned balls atop red hot embers

  Well, i'm still job-hunting. I had an actual job offer that i turned down plus a number of other applications still pending. i can't do anything but keep my fingers and what other appendages i have crossed. anyway, being unemployed sucks but i hope to reverse my fortunes soon.

  I can't stay online long. my minute finances prohibit me from spending too much merely maintaining an online existence.

  Here's some pieces for ya. i ain't satisfied with the work though. they are nowhere near the sort of quality i put out circa 2003-04. but i feel the need to post 'em just the same to somehow revive the creative juices.

  later.

  Metamphantasy | 16-Jul-07

  You will be fine
  No, it won't be long now
  before you hear the voices in your head.
  Inhale the mist,
  forget all your sorrows,
  Freedom lies in the abyss.
  Befriend your shadows,
  darkness is your light,
  go and find comfort in your demise.
  Ignited bliss,
  white smoke that surrounds you,
  suck it in and hold your breath.
  Artificial,
  crystal pure on silver foil,
  dissolving in yellow flame.
  Poison residue,
  your mind's journey into
  chemical oblivion.
  Crystal pure...
  this rock of ages,
  so fuckin' spectacular.

  
  These Chains

  This day...of all the damnedest days,
  You've come to make me realize
  This love...my place of solitude
  was one big fucking mistake.
  
  You left me here to wonder
  Wearing this stupid face
  You left me one reminder...these chains.
  
  This day...of all the damnedest days,
  I fed my ashes to the fire
  This love...just throw it all away
  It was all a fucking mistake.
  
  You left me here to wonder
  Wearing this stupid face
  You left me one reminder...these chains.
  
  Again...just when I thought I learned
  Can I avoid this shit and press rewind?
  What now? Delude myself with lies?
  Pretend that everything is fine?
  
  I don't want no bullshit answers
  I have myself to blame
  You left me one reminder...these chains.
  

   

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